Oh My...why does my body feels so heavy?? I need to move on..get up! get up! Every morning.. i always drag on my time to get up of bed...starting from there..it will definitely drag on everything that i wanna i do for the whole day..It shouldn't be this way..I'm getting older now..need to leave all those crazy life and silly habits behind. I'm always steeling my time..(like what i'm doing now) coz i felt that time's betraying me even though i am the one whose betraying the time..hhahahaha..I cant chase the time because it keeps on chasing me..cant u be a bit slower Mr Time?
This year..a whole bunch of event, parties and programmes waiting ahead for me..And a tons of research to do with so many papers to produce.. Sometimes I felt like crazily undecidable on which one to do first thing... I became more and more multitasking..working..at the same time thinking of making side income, thinking of continuing my hobbies in art (wanna go to music classes, batik painting classes, and painting per se), besides also thinking of where to go for my big escapade .. with my 'soon getting marry buddy'( ooooo...what a bliss..but my friend's get marry?? errmm..what sad momment..i'll loose another one hang out buddy )..I'm escapading myself to get out of the scene. A film scene of my own ( a mixed version of CSI..hahaha) Can i do that? O course not.This is my film..neverending film..(unless i die la). There'll be no escapade scene at all Hmm..this is like EDTV ..A film of my own..the main actress is of course la mee..yeahh..sometime i laugh when i flashback all the things, and sometime i cried remembering all those memories. When i sit back reminiscing.. How lucky i am to be ME. I am so grateful to Allah for all of His gifts to me.. And that is why I ought to get up..to appreciate everything before i lose everything.. I wanna give all my guts that i have..to serve for everybody that need to be serve (esp my parent)..
So now..i need to continue my journey..chasing back the time. I need to reinstate and get organize in everything that i do. Regain back my glorious moment in life. I wanna be somebody...Somebody that i can be proud of..that my family can be proud of.. Yeaaahhhhh..Now I'm upp again..
Along with this.. there's a bunch of unfinish business on my wishlist..hahahaha..ougthto settle that A.S.A.P.
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