Should've said No!!

I dont know whether I'm overexaggerating this issue or not...may be it's just my stupid egoism..

But this strange feelings in me keep on forcing me to such rejection which I myself not so sure bout it. I feel like I like him..even tho I know it's too soon to judge my feeling (coz I always got crush on Mr Wrong)..but at the same time..I tried to avoid to think about him..I guess this is normal..when we had crush on some one..

How do I define my crush feeling??

-I had adrenalin rush all over whenever i see him

-I cant focus..and look stupid in front of him..

-I feeel like I always want to see him even tho I know it's not neccessary

-I GOOGLED about him...this is so so stupid thing to do...I've done this on 2 person..which I managed to get d Info..smart tho..

-I feel sad when he dont reply my text

But I think I dont like him bcoz;

-He's not that handsome

-I think he's married (but i dont hv guts to ask him)

-he's a bit harsh

-bit ignorence

-bit insensitive

-he's from somewhere that i dont like

-he's unpredictable

-sometimes he looks bored

-he dont really know how to communicate

-he's not friendly

-he's not talkative

I like him bcoz;

-he's sport's guy

-he's tall

-he's sweet when he smile

-a bit caring..but not so..

-he looks masculine

-I think he got a good job

OMG!! the 'donts' is more than do's ?? This not right..I shpuld hv said no to my heart..said no to everything.....Aaaaarrrggghhhh...Why am I always in dileemma..

Cut d crap!!! He dont even like you babe...he's married!!! Put that in mind..

Just say No to HIM..